It just is. I'm not sure if it is because of the fear of the unknown, my wanting to get started, leaving my family for days at a time. It has affected my work, I will juggle three of four things at once, unable to complete any of them, but then something clicks and I solve all three problems at once, almost cannot work fast enough. It's just the going back and forth. Anxiety, family, work, eat, anxiety, work...
I have never been the type of person to be given a round stick and square hole and just keep hammering at it until it gets in. I will play as many scenarios out in my head as possible and work it through that way, so when it is time to do it, I will exert the least amount of physical activity. Probably why I was a sprinter, and focused on streamlines, and stroke efficiency, in swimming. Except for the breathing part, I'm still awful at that. Okay, back to task, price increase coming so need to start working on that.
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